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"If" is a song by South Korean rapper SPEARB, produced by himself and Bang Chan. It is the eighth track from 3RACHA's second extended play 3Days.

Lyrics

 Changbin 

만약에 말야 이 말을 뱉고 난 후

뱉는 말들이 눈 앞에 일어난다면

상황따라 다르겠지만 어떨까 만약

소중한것들 소중한순간들

소중한 무언가를 잊거나 잃게 된다면

발버둥친다 한들

계속 머물고있는 공허함에 갇히겠지

두드릴수록 더 꽉 닫히겠지

잠겨있지

그 안에서의 고통은 경험하기싫은 가장 아픈 매질


몇 가지 상황들의 경험에

소중한 사람과의 신뢰 잃었네

서로 상처주는 말까지 건네

얼마안가 후회할게 뻔해

전의 일에 대한 미안한 맘을 전해

다행히 어렵지않게 풀린 관계

근데 여기서 한가지 무서운 생각이 들더라고


만약에말야

소중한 사람에게 후회할 만한 행동을 한 후에

그 후회를 덜기 위해 미안한 맘을 전하려하는데

그 맘을 전하기 전에 그 사람이 영원히 사라졌다면

어떨까

아마 후회 더해 찢기는 마음의 고통을

안고 지낼것 같아


뭔 일이 날지 몰라 만약에 만약에 말야

그건 아무도 몰라 만약에 만약에 말야

큰일일지도 몰라 별일 아닐지도 모르지만

불안한 이유는 뭐인걸까 만약에 만약에 말야


방금 전 만약의 상황을 떠올린 건

부정적이라서가 아냐

만약에 일어날 수 있는 일은

1도 예상 못한 일들이 많아

‘만약’이란 단어

그 뒤에 붙는 말들에 따라 의미가 달라

불안한 감정

또는 무언가를 기대하는 감정 담아


요즘에 난 후자보다는 전자에 속해

사소한 행동 하나에도 그 뒤에 일어날 일들을 떠올려

용감했던 어릴적 행동은 이제 난 없는 듯해

생각이 커 갈수록 걱정도 많아져

불안함에 온 정신이 쏠려


만약이라도 만약에라도 꿈속이라도

싫은 일 겪어보지는 않았어도

절대로 겪어보기는 싫은 일

그런 일들 피해가기 위해

이렇듯 일어나지 않은 일들에 집착하며

지금도 언제 일어날지 모르는 만약에 대비해

manyage marya i mareul baetgo nan hu

baetneun maldeuri nun ape ireonandamyeon

sanghwangttara dareugetjiman eotteolkka manyak

sojunghangeotteul sojunghansungandeul

sojunghan mueongareul itgeona ilke doendamyeon

balbeodungchinda handeul

gyesok meomulgoitneun gongheohame gachigetji

dudeurilsurok deo kkwak dachigetji

jamgyeoitji

geu aneseoye gotongeun gyeongheomhagishireun gajang apeun maejil


myeot gaji sanghwangdeure gyeongheome

sojunghan saramgwaye shilloe ireotne

seoro sangcheojuneun malkkaji geonne

eolmaanga huhoehalge ppeonhae

jeone ire daehan mianhan mameul jeonhae

dahaenghi eoryeobjianke pullin gwangye

geunde yeogiseo hangaji museoun saenggagi deuldeorago


manyagemarya

sojunghan saramege huhoehal manhan haengdongeul han hue

geu huhoereul deolgi wihae mianhan mameul jeonharyeohaneunde

geu mameul jeonhagi jeone geu sarami yeongweonhi sarajyeottamyeon

eotteolkka

ama huhoe deohae jjitgineun maeume gotongeul

ango jinaelgeot gata


mwon iri nalji molla manyage manyage marya

geugeon amudo molla manyage manyage marya

keuniriljido molla byeoril aniljido moreujiman

buranhan iyuneun mwoingeolkka manyage manyage marya


banggeum jeon manyage sanghwangeul tteoollin geon

bujeongjeogiraseoga anya

manyage ireonal su itneun ireun

ildo yesang mothan ildeuri mana

‘manyak’iran daneo

geu dwie butneun maldeure ttara uimiga dalla

buranhan gamjeong

ttoneun mueongareul gidaehaneun gamjeong dama


yojeume nan hujabodaneun jeonjae sokhae

sasohan haengdong hanaedo geu dwie ireonal ildeureul tteoollyeo

yonggamhaetteon eoriljeok haengdongeun ije nan eopneun deuthae

saenggagi keo galsurok geokjeongdo manajyeo

buranhame on jeongshini ssollyeo


manyagirado manyagerado kkumsogirado

shireun il gyeokkeobojineun anasseodo

jeoldaero gyeokkeobogineun shireun il

geureon ildeul pihaegagi wihae

ireoteut ireonaji aneun ildeure jibchakhamyeo

jigeumdo eonje ireonalji moreuneun manyage daebihae

What if, after I spit out these words

The words I spit out happen before my eyes

They're different, depending on the situation, but what if

Those precious things and precious moments

If I forget or lose something those precious somethings

I’ll be struggling

And I'll remain trapped in the emptiness

The more I knock on these doors, the more closed-off they are

They're locked

Inside is the most painful beating that I don’t want to experience


I've experienced that situation several times

I lost the trust of someone precious

Saying hurtful words to each other

Soon I'll regret it, it's obvious

I say I'm sorry about what happened that time

Fortunately, our relationship didn't fall apart so easily

But there's one thought that scares me


What if

After having done something regrettable to someone precious

And I'm trying to show my apologetic heart to ease the regrets

But before I can show that heart, that precious person disappears forever

Maybe I’ll regret it more, and it’ll tear my heart

As I harbour the pain of my heart and carry on


I don't know what’s going to happen, but what if, I'm just saying what if

Nobody knows what's going to happen, but what if, I'm just saying what if

I wouldn’t know if it's a huge matter, maybe it's not

What's the reason for my uneasiness? What if, I'm just saying what if


I just remembered the possible situation I thought of before

It's not that I'm pessimistic

Among all the situations that might possibly happen

There are many that may be unexpected

The word 'if'

The meaning of the words that follow may change

Sometimes I feel anxious

But other times I feel expectant


Nowadays I belong to the former instead of the latter

One small act might remind me of what will happen later

I no longer put on the brave little act I did as a child

The courage I had when I was young, I no longer have it

The more I think about it, the more I worry, anxiety is filling up my mind


What if, I'm just saying what if I imagine something beyond my expectations

Something I dislike, that I've never experienced before

To avoid such things

I won't become obsessed with things that have not happened

Even now, I don't know when it will happen

I'm avoiding that possibility

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