"Eunseoki" (Hangul: 은석이) is a song by South Korean sub-unit boy group 3RACHA, produced by Bang Chan. It is the fifth track from their first extended play "J:/2017/mixtape".
Background
"Eunseoki" was inspired by our distorted heroes. We set a figure named Eunseok, and it was written by imagining about Eunseok's school days.
Lyrics
Chan Changbin Jisung
많고 많은 말 안 해 하꾜 하나 달랑 분위기가 개 혼자만 달라
활기차 보이는 학교 내부엔 보이는 것과 다르게도 걜 괴롭히는 악마가 많아
So 3윌 2일 걔는 개 삶을 위해 이모 집에 살면서 우울해 있네
고등하꾜를 다니게 됐고 약해 보이면 전의 악몽 반복이 될 것 같아
엄마를 졸라 유행하는 비싼 옷만 골라 입어
억지로 담배도 입에 물며 미로같은 그들의 길을 ㅌ타라가기로 마음 먹어
발걸음은 가벼운 등굣길을 걸어
내 가방 안 들어도 되고 내 물건은 날 위해 쓰는 당연한 것들
그에게는 자구에마한 행복이 돼 쉬는 시간이 쉬는 시간이 것도 처음 알게 돼
그 후 무시 대신 인정을 받아 "야 니 담배 있냐? 나 불 좀 붙여줘"
미워했던 놈들과 똑같은 놈드리 자신과 어울린다니 이상한 느낌이 들었어
동시에 들었던 동질감에 행복해
금요일 체육시간 체욕보기 업서 뒤에 있는 만만한 노믜 뒤통수를 갈겼어
모드의 시서는 자시네게 쏠렸고 그 녀서긔 얼굴엔 어둠이 드리워
자신의 기분대로 아이는 웅크린 자세로 밟히고 맞아
사정없이 때리던 거센 주머기 멈춘 후 피범버기 된 멍천기의 얼구레 치믈 뱉어
쓰러져 있던 그 아니는 일어나 내게 대체 왜 그러냐며
내가 잘못한 게 뭐냐고 따지는 모스베 더 빡쳐 엿날 자시늘 보는 것 가타 치믈 살켜
어깨빵을 당했을 때 미안하기만 했던 맘
어깨빵을 고의로 하게 되는 입장 되고 나니 좋나봐
기분을 폭력으로 풀고 그 아이는 미안하다 빌고 빌며 무릎 꿇고
그가 당한 것을 되풀이하듯 무자비한 폭행 속에
손에 쥐어진 실수는 마치 살수가 되어 다신 돌이킬 수 없는 선홍색의 사인으로
친긔 모게선 검불근 서니 그려지며 결국 넌 뿌리치고 싶던 악마의 소늘 잡았어
처음 보눈 관경 두렵기만 햇고 풀린 두 다리는 바다꽈 맞다하 자께 비명 지러
몇 시간 후 변궈네선 그 아이 어머니는 울부지즈며 그의 이르믈 부르고 있었고
그 두 팔모게는 그돈간 드렀던 가반긔 짐보다 무거운 괴리가미 걸쳐있었어
manhgo manheun mal an hae hakkyo hana dallang bunwigiga gae honjaman dalla
hwalgicha boineun haggyo naebuen boineun geosgwa daleugedo gyael goelobhineun agmaga manha
So samwil ulil gyaeneun gae salmeul wihae imo jibe salmyeonseo uulhae issne
godeunghakkyoleul danige dwaessgo yaghae boimyeon jeonui agmong banbogi doel geos gata
eommaleul jolla yuhaenghaneun bissan osman golla ibeo
eogjilo dambaedo ibe mulmyeo milogateun geudeului gileul ttalagagilo maeum meogeo
balgeoleumeun gabyeoun deunggyosgileul geoleo
nae gabang an deuleodo doego nae mulgeoneun nal wihae sseuneun dangyeonhan geosdeul
geuegeneun jaguemahan haengbogi dwae swineun sigani swineun sigani geosdo cheoeum alge dwae
geu hu musi daesin injeongeul bada "ya ni dambae issnya? Na bul jom butyeojwo"
miwohaessdeon nomdeulgwa ttoggateun nomdeuli jasingwa eoullindani isanghan neukkimi deuleosseo
dongsie deuleossdeon dongjilgame haengboghae
geumyoil cheyugsigan cheyogbogi eobseo dwie issneun manmanhan nomui dwitongsuleul galgyeosseo
modeuui siseoneun jasinege ssollyeossgo geu nyeoseogui eolgulen eodumi deuliwo
jasinui gibundaelo aineun ungkeulin jaselo balbhigo maja
sajeongeobsi ttaelideon geosen jumeogi meomchun hu pibeombeogi doen meongcheongiui eolgule chimeul baeteo
sseuleojyeo issdeon geu anineun ileona naege daeche wae geuleonyamyeo
naega jalmoshan ge mwonyago ttajineun moseube deo ppagchyeo yeosnal jasineul boneun geos gata chimeul salkyeo
eokkaeppangeul danghaesseul ttae mianhagiman haessdeon mam
eokkaeppangeul gouilo hage doeneun ibjang doego nani johnabwa
gibuneul poglyeogeulo pulgo geu aineun mianhada bilgo bilmyeo muleup kkulhgo
geuga danghan geoseul doepulihadeus mujabihan poghaeng soge
sone jwieojin silsuneun machi salsuga doeeo dasin dolikil su eobsneun seonhongsaegui saineulo
chingui mogeseon geombulgeun seoni geulyeojimyeo gyeolgug neon ppulichigo sipdeon agmaui soneul jabasseo
cheoeum bonun gwangyeong dulyeobgiman haesgo pullin du dalineun badakkwa majdaha jakke bimyeong jileo
myeoch sigan hu byeongwoneseon geu ai eomeonineun ulbujijeumyeo geuui ileumeul buleugo isseossgo
geu du palmogeneun geudongan deuleossdeon gabangui jimboda mugeoun goeligami geolchyeoissesseo
In all the town, there's one school and he's the only student with a different vibe
The school looks lively but it's different on the inside, there's many demons who bother that kid
So on March 2nd, he begins living depressed at his aunt's house
He starts high school again and thinks the past will repeat itself if he looks weak
So he begs his mom for trendy and expensive clothes
He forces himself to bite a cigarette in his mouth and follow their maze-like path
He walks the path to school with light footsteps
I only have to carry my own bag, something basic like my own possessions
Become that kid's happiness, he learns that break times are actually for breaks
Now he gets acknowledged instead of ignored, "Hey, do you have a cigarette? Give me a light"
Now he's hanging out with the same punks he used to hate and it feels strange
But he still feels happy to have those friendships
On Friday, he doesn't have clothes for gym class so he hit the back of a wimpy kid's head
Everyone's gaze moved to him and darkness fell over the kid's face
The kid trembles on the ground as he gets beat up
After his punches stop, he spits on the idiot kid's bloody face
The kid gets off the ground and asks him what the hell he's doing
Seeing the kid talk back makes him pissed off, he thinks back to his old self and swallows his spit
He used to feel sorry when people bumped his shoulder
Guess it feels good to intentionally bump other people's shoulders now
He lets off steam through violence, hitting kids that are begging on their knees
As if he's thinking back to his past, he re-enacts his assaults on others
The mistake he's held in his hands, mark an irreversible red sign
A crimson line is drawn on his "friend"'s neck, the devil's hand that you tried to shake off was actually you
Scared at the sight you're seeing, your shaking legs hit the floor as you let out a shout
At the ospital, the kid's mother is shouting his name in tears
On his wrists, turmoil heavier than the backpacks he used to carry
Audio
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